Prayer Time ♥ ♥ ♥

These are the things that I pray for...

Dear heavenly Father, I ask you for wisdom and guidance.  You are my Jehovah Rohi, the Lord my shepherd.  I pray that You anoint my heart so that I desire to seek you for wisdom.  I pray that You shed light into my life.  Whatever is shrouded in darkness will always come to light.

I pray for health.  For Lord God You are my Jehovah Rapha, a God of healing.  I ask that You banish sickness from my body and from the bodies of my loved ones.  I ask that You heal the body down to the cellular level and repair what has been broken.

I pray for prosperity.  For God You are my Jehovah Jireh, the Lord my provider.  I ask that You anoint me and my loved ones who are in need for better job opportunities.  I pray that You open up the job market to me and my loved ones, so that employers are receptive to our resumes and job applications.    I trust that through hard work and dedication to You, that our blessings shall multiply.

I pray for positive, loyal, and uplifting friendships.  Lord You are El Elyon, God on most high.  I pray that You are the center of my friendships and my relationship.  I ask that You anoint me to be a blessing in other's lives, and that my friends are blessings in my life.  I pray for the strength to recognize what relationships are honorable and pleasing to You, and the wisdom to know which relationships to sever.

I pray for happiness.  Lord You are Jehovah Shalom, a God of peace.  I ask that You influence my heart to love the little things in life and to find happiness even amongst the darkness.

Amen!

Trying To Keep It Together

I really hate feeling like this...

I am in a really emotionally vulnerable place...

I just feel like you should be able to trust that special person in your life...

Because we're a team, partners, on the same side...not enemies...

But maybe I'm just naive...

Or maybe it has a lot less to do with me than I really think...

Many times people focus on the flaws of others to mask their own issues...

But I shouldn't be so sensitive, I should be more confident in myself...

God made me beautiful inside and out.  He let me make mistakes...

So I could learn to be a better person, lover, and friend ♥

Until next time...

♥ My Kuroi

Date Night: Home Cooking & Cuddling Up ♡ ♡ ♡

So last night was a very special night for me.  I was missing the guy that I've been seeing over that last 6 weeks.  I know I just saw him a few days ago, but it feels like forever!  His name is Malik, and he's one of the nicest guys I've met in a long time.  I prayed for a Christian man who is a gentleman, smart with money, intelligent, ambitious, thoughtful, giving, appreciative, tall, and handsome.  I want a man who is not afraid to do the right thing, a man who consciously tries to live his life in way that honors God, and a man who isn't afraid to speak his mind.  Malik is all of those things!

My mom steamed some jumbo shrimp yesterday so I took some over Malik's house last night along with French Artisan Bread and Mediterranean salad.  Me and my sweetie had dinner together.  Those shrimp were soooo good!  Then I worked on some homework while he looked over some of his investment papers.  I think its important for two people to enjoy each others company out in public, but also right at home too.  It doesn't matter if we're going to see a play or watching comedy on tv at home.  I love spending time with him!

Over the last few weeks we have definitely been getting closer.  Last night he asked me if I would be his girlfriend and of course I said yes! ◕‿◕ So now it's official!  I haven't been in a committed relationship in almost 4 years...isn't that crazy!  Well I'd like to think that I was waiting for him because I told myself I wouldn't get in a relationship just for the sake of not being alone.  I'm really excited to see where this goes!

Until next time...

♥ My Kuroi